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I'll be going away on a family trip tomorrow and won't be back in about a week. Then I'll be home for a few days before I go away again to hang out with 
I won't be online at all during the first week (no good connection where I'm going) and I will probably not be very active during the time after that either. Just giving you guys a head's up. (:
Take care~!
I won't be online at all during the first week (no good connection where I'm going) and I will probably not be very active during the time after that either. Just giving you guys a head's up. (:
Take care~!
Heyyy, you come here often?
I figured it was time to get that depressing journal off my front page. Doesn't really give off the best first impression, ya know?
Anyway, I just wanted to give a bit of an update. Something short and sweet, not an entire wall of text that no one has the motivation to read. I just wanted to say that things are good. I have, for the most part, managed to crawl my way out of that dark hole I fell into a few years back, and I feel like myself again. It's a strange feeling for sure, but I can't describe what a relief it is at the same time. My love for art has been somewhat rekindled, and I feel inspired to create stuff again. Heck, I even star
I'm a tired bean
To sum up the past three years of my life...
I went into a deep depression, tried to kill myself, thankfully failed, was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, struggled with finding a medicine that worked, my sleeping issues got worse, my dad was diagnosed with cancer and was given one year to live, it was thankfully misdiagnosed, but recently his cancer has gotten worse and atm he has about 50% chance of surviving the coming 4 years. I quit my job, have no money, no career, no dreams or goals, and as a minor inconvenience I can't focus my right eye which means I'll probably have to have surgery again to fix it.
So. There you go.
Oh, and also,
Still gone, working on stuff
Hi. I'm not dead.
I've had an extremely rough year, though I don't intend to get into any details just yet. Maybe sometime in the future. It's not really important.
Anyway, I'm not going to be back for a while yet, as I have too much recovery left to do in order to function properly on a social level. In short, I'm still shitty company.
I'm also working on a very dear project, which I'll hopefully be able to show off in december. It's nothing amazing, and it won't be finished in december, but it'll be a good few steps on he way. I hope.
And, for anyone who still follows my page, thank you. :heart:
For more regular, although tiny updates
Where did I go and why?
I discuss my reasons for being absent for so long, and talk about my mental health issues. Suicidal thoughts are touched upon, just in case someone is sensitive about such things.
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Lucky i want to go out and have a vc but nooooo we can't and I'm stuck here >.>